Archive for August, 2008


Posted in photo readings, Uncategorized with tags , on August 16, 2008 by Psychic eevee

a good friend of mine asked me to take a look at a paranormal photo she had taken on an investigation at a derelict farmthis is my readingok i have had a look,the only explanation i can think of is that it is a reflection on an old panel of glass ? but i doubt that where you were there were any cars going by or lights,have attached the enhanced version
its hard to say as i wasnt there but i can tell you what info i am picking up on and i have to say im quite disturbed by it
i see a woman holding a baby and she has a fatal head injury,so much so that her skull is caved in,cannot see her face
she was walking to a lake to drown the baby his name is Robert and he is 3 weeks old.. and she was jumped by her brother or father and murdered..battered over the head with a rock (the baby is a result of incest)
before this event i see three men in discussion around an old bronze barrel that they used as a card table,one of the men has red hair,there is a dog that looks like an irish wolfhound laying at his feet
her name is millicent or constance (could be her first name and middle name) her surname is Matthis
the name macmanus also comes in somewhere
i dont know if what im getting is true and it may not be to do with the farm,could be from whatever was there before or even from the local area
the date i get is about 1911
i feel icy cold so it was winter time
the baby was sold to an older childless couple who renamed him ernest,this was sadly done because the family were about to go bust and lose their business,like i say i dont know if that was the farm or somewhere else
the surname robbins possibly

her reply
Ok lol, now as far as a panel of glass, their was no glass except what lay on the floor broken in pieces. The last name was Mann who owned the farm. Their was a baby room I ran across in one of the other house’s. I know this was a babys room because it had a baby blue elephant with black poka dots on it as a light switch plate. Very little was burned by the fire. The room gave me the creaps when I walked into it, As if i was stepping on a live grave! One of the other invesgitaters seen a woman standing in the doorway, not the one that i sent to you but one at a different house. Just caught a glimpse of her and she again was gone
But about the woman, I picked up on that myself, incest, abuse and murder. In my evp session Id asked if they’d been murdered. The farm is 46.? acres big. So a lake or pond was located on it at one time if it still isnt to this day.

my reply

so the name was mann , i take it those are the most recent owners….however macMANus might be where that came from !the baby i picked up is def not recent

its interesting how you also picked up on some similar info and how your team member saw a woman

nutterb wrote on Jan 5, ’09
ohhh thats an awefull story.. i have shivers now….

readingsbyeevee wrote on Jan 5, ’09
nutterb said

ohhh thats an awefull story.. i have shivers now….

yeah it wasnt nice for me to pick up on,specially seeing that poor woman !!

reddylaugh wrote on Jan 5, ’09
Holy smokes! You must be very brave to do this work, Eevee, when you know that you may get some really scary visions. Good on you dear friend. Take care. (btw – Matthis is my great-grandfather’s surname)

readingsbyeevee wrote on Jan 6, ’09

Holy smokes! You must be very brave to do this work, Eevee, when you know that you may get some really scary visions. Good on you dear friend. Take care. (btw – Matthis is my great-grandfather’s surname)

yeah sometimes it is really distressing,especially if its a premonition and there is nothing you can do to prevent itwow whats the odds of me picking up the name Matthis and it being linked to you !! ?


Posted in empath with tags on August 16, 2008 by Psychic eevee

On boxing day i went to the kebab shop with my husband and while we were in there i noticed a teenage boy waiting in the line behind us,he had one of those knitted hats on with the ear flaps and he looked a little like one of my brothers,anyhow,he ordered a coke while we were waiting and i had to leave the shop and go and sit  in the car …where i just burst into tears,i got a feeling of dread from him and utter sadness,i felt that something had happened to him or was going to !!!
i cannot describe this feeling but its times like this that i dont like my ability….what the heck am i meant to do ?,go up to a stranger and say “you dont know me but i think something is going to happen to you” i mean ,thats just not a good thing to do because i could be wrong and it would freak him out
i have only ever once or twice felt like that,the last time was around my sons friend (see link)
click here for another empath exampleim hoping that i was wrong and maybe i was just picking up that he was having a sad xmas or something,whatever it was i dont think i will forget that boys face in a hurry !! incase im correct he was in “Ramsey kebab” between 7-9pm (cant remember the exact time) just thought i had better log this

papillon07mystique wrote on Jan 3, ’09
I’ve had similar experiences and i feel so helpless after…I’m usually getting messages for ppl, but like u said…how do u go up to someone and say ‘excuse me, but, your late mother just told me she wld like u to focus on your health’. Yeah, I cld see that going over real well LOL.

homegrownangel wrote on Jan 5, ’09
I dont envy that gift. Im not sure what u do with it either, because there is no certainty in any of it. I think all that can be done is acknowledge it, and then let it pass. HUGz


Posted in spirit guides with tags on August 16, 2008 by Psychic eevee

we all have spirit guides and guardian angels ..angels are usually with us from birth but we acquire spirit guides during our life time,not many people will now who their guides are.
i did not discover mine until i was about 31,during a seance i was introduced to Vince who was a soldier in WW2  (see NEAR DEATH section) our spirit guides can change over the years or we may have more than one,Vince seems to have stepped back a bit and i now know that is because he was there for the early stages of my development. (he is however easy to call upon if i need him,for example…at a negative haunted location while investigating with my paranormal group)
At the moment i am unsure as to if a man called William from the R101 airship crash is my new guide or my past life (see PAST LIVES section)i know that my gran who died 5 years ago guides me for automatic writing because the writing always comes out exactly like hers and we didnt even write the same (see AUTOMATIC WRITING section)

my son knows his guide who was a family friend (see INDIGO KIDS section)

the key to finding your guide is alot of meditation and asking for them to show themselves,it can take years but it is well worth the effort.
OR they can make themselves known to you in your dreams,is there someone in your dreams you always dream about but dont know who they are ? it could be your guide…try asking aloud for them to give more information before you next go to sleep and see what happens

do you know who your guide is ?
i would be interested to hear other peoples experiences,feel free to leave a message or email me confidentially

nutterb wrote on Dec 30, ’08
i know the egyptian lady in one of my art works is one of my guides, im not to sure on all the details about her, but as soon as i drew her i knew we had a connection,. im pretty sure my great nan is a guide to, and also the old lady in my dreams. i know i have plenty of guides, to many times when things shouldnt have been so easy but it ended up easy.. i thank them everyday.. i often wonder if my dad is one to, i dream of him all the time and i feel his presence, but i can never figure out wether its cos i just miss him so much or cos he is guiding me!

reddylaugh wrote on Dec 31, ’08
I wish I was as in tune as you and Nutterb are to your guides. I had a couple of angels (or I think they were angels) give me comfort two times when I was a child but nothing since then……………..

readingsbyeevee wrote on Dec 31, ’08
nutterb said

i know the egyptian lady in one of my art works is one of my guides, im not to sure on all the details about her, but as soon as i drew her i knew we had a connection,. im pretty sure my great nan is a guide to, and also the old lady in my dreams. i know i have plenty of guides, to many times when things shouldnt have been so easy but it ended up easy.. i thank them everyday.. i often wonder if my dad is one to, i dream of him all the time and i feel his presence, but i can never figure out wether its cos i just miss him so much or cos he is guiding me!

if you want you can email me the painting and i can see what i pick up from it when i do your reading (sorry for the wait by the way !!) that would be a good test for me…
i still think the old lady in your dreams is a past life thing..just a hunch
yes your dad would probably be a guide (sorry to hear that you lost him ) xxx

readingsbyeevee wrote on Dec 31, ’08

I wish I was as in tune as you and Nutterb are to your guides. I had a couple of angels (or I think they were angels) give me comfort two times when I was a child but nothing since then……………..

oooh do tell me more about your angel experience,you are lucky !! i have never had an encounter with one…it takes years of meditation to find your spirit guide

nutterb wrote on Jan 1, ’09
heheheh u already picked up on her girl, see how clever u are.. the picture you commented on is her! the lady in the moon! ill e mail the painting to you thou, i have her twice in my work.. see what pops up for you!


Posted in near death and out of body, Uncategorized with tags , on August 16, 2008 by Psychic eevee
NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCEIn 2004 i nearly died of pneumonia,i was hospitalised with it for a week on huge amounts of anti biotics and 24hr oxygen.
i started off on a normal ward then after a day i was moved to a private room,but it was free,i didnt have to pay a penny.
no one could understand why i was so angry to be put in there and they kept pointing out how the food was better and i had a tv and an en-suite bathroom,i didnt care,i was upset and kept saying “im not going in that bathroom thats where they take dead people” obviously people thought i was just delirious but i knew better !!

one night i stopped breathing and i saw the door to the bathroom open, BUT it wasnt a bathroom,it was a long dark windy corridor,windows running along both sides were smashed,the bulbs in the lights were flickering and buzzing,there was dripping water and the noise of a squeeky trolley …lined up either side of the corridor were rows of black shadow people with their backs to me and i knew that if they turned round and looked at me i would be gone !!

something made me turn round and i was in my hospital bed with three nurses helping me to breath

i think i know what made me stay….around the same time one of my friends turned up to visit and asked me who the soldier was that was standing outside my room,they asked if it was a relative of mine…”kind of” i said , smiling to myself,i knew they were describing my spirit guide Vince who had been in the army in WW2 and had burnt when his tank crashed !

i do not know why my near death experience was not nice,most people describe seeing a nice tunnel and angels etc,not me !! it took a long time for me to get over that and on discussing it with my gran she told me that when she had an operation once that she had an NDE that was so horrific she wouldnt even discuss it with me
i have read many books on the subject and it is rare to have an unpleasant NDE
so i wonder if certain people have them as a test to see what they can handle ?

have been thinking about this alot and i now believe that the people who see NDE as something bad are the people with abilities who are needed to stay on this side to learn more !!! in other words they dont see angels and rainbows etc because they are not meant to go over to that side yet and the only way to stop them is to show them something horrible,
most people who have the nice type of NDE usually say that they were dissapointed to find themselves back in their hospital bed.
on discussing this last night with my husband we were rather shocked to turn on the TV and see a film on that had a corridor very like the one i described…yet another strange coincedence !!


i have had an out of body experience before,i went for hypnotism to stop me smoking (it didnt work) but i was given tapes to listen to at home so i could put myself under,i felt i was floating above my bed and could feel a small child holding on to my finger so i asked my husband to film me the next time….
i wasnt really floating but on the film it goes out of focus the whole time i am “under” yet it is in focus before and after.
i also get this vibrating feeling at night that starts in my stomach and runs through my body,it is quite disturbing and many a time i have asked my husband if he can feel the bed vibrating and he cant (apart from the one time that i woke him to tell him it was really bad ,before i even said anything he told me he had been dreaming that we were in the car and it was vibrating)
i think that this vibrating may be spirits trying to connect with me and get me  to visit their “plane” but i wont let it happen,hence the vibrating…its kind of like a struggle against some sort of energy

(c) eevee / hgh uk para 2008

if you have had a NDE or OOBE please let me know you can leave messages here or if you prefer you can email me confidentially

reddylaugh wrote on Dec 31, ’08
I never have but my grandfather did and he described it as many do–a light, a sense of calm, the feeling that he didn’t want to go back to the real world……

readingsbyeevee wrote on Dec 31, ’08

I never have but my grandfather did and he described it as many do–a light, a sense of calm, the feeling that he didn’t want to go back to the real world……

he was lucky to have a peaceful experience : ) mine was horrible


Posted in past lives with tags on August 16, 2008 by Psychic eevee

as past lives can be a huge link to our psychic ability i have added this from my paranormal blog
feel free to discuss your past lives here (you can email me in private if you prefer)


Dec 13, ’08 6:23 PM
for everyone

i cant find the photo i took its lost among my piles of filing so i have had to do a rubbish paint version,i had been at home all day alone,i know there was nothing in the tv before hand as i had been cleaning and the screen was clear apart from dust (which i forgot to do,so i hadnt touched it) later in the evening i found these symbols on the tv,thinking they looked like something a little child would draw i showed them to my son when he got home,we dont have any little children  (our son is 18 ) and none   have visited us for about six months,it was my son that  pointed out that it looked like a man in a box (coffin ? ) and an airship with flames coming out of the back,this gave me the shivers,could this be a message from my spirit guide who died on the R101 airship ? having said that though we are still not sure if it is a past life thing or spirit guide, you can read the past life experiment section and see what you think,whatever it is i personally think that i am being told that i have neglected my investigation at the cemetery related to the airship disaster,from the evps i got there ,they certainly seemed to be getting used to me visiting,i think i should go back as soon as possible !!

Past life experiment (part four) Aug 30, ’08 11:27 AM
for everyone
28 aug 08Today i decided there was an opportunity to see what the R101 crew would make of an airship flying from Cardington !
it was meant to be the first flight since the R101 disaster and we went to the graveyard to get a good view,the airship didnt fly ! (probably due to low level cloud) so we were dissapointed and wonder if the spirits of the R101 crew had something to do with the abandoned flight ? makes you wonder !
We took Michael with us who has not been there before,we didnt notice any paranormal activity but i did sense a bit of  hostility in the air which was unusual for that location and we dont know if the crew were angry that we had someone new with us or they were angry due to the ridiculous idea of flying another airship,they were certainly cross about something and that was shown by the evp’s collected.
EVPS’s captured
a man says GET HERE
ALOT of whispering (we cant make out what this is saying,if you have any ideas let us know)
sign of hostility ..a man whispers   HIM GET OUT (this could be because we took someone new with us !)

Past Life experiment (part three) Aug 27, ’08 9:58 AM
for everyone
25 aug 08Made a quick visit back to the airship grave as i had some questions to ask,it was starting to get dark and i did feel like William wasnt there but someone else was.
view of the huge airship sheds from the back of the graveyard,the R101
was housed in the brown one on the right and the green one is used by “warner brothers” Batman,charlie and the chocolate factory and harry potter were filmed inside

it was nice to see this wreath left by a daughter of one of the officers

This is the first time i have caught a photographic anomily at the cemetery,this is more like a patch of ecto mist than an orb

I left a flower as usual and decided to do some more filming of the grave with a different camera this time to see if the strange movement would still be captured using different equipment,it was captured again and also a noise like a propeller !! at first i thought it might be a fault with the camera but i tested it when we got home and no propeller noise was captured ,im still not altogether sure what this movement thing is and i will go to another cemetery and film a similar tomb to see if it is just the camera struggling with the whiteness,i doubt it though as i have never had this before.
On speaking to someone else who has discovered their past life they told me they had seen with their naked eye this kind of movement at the location of their past life and describe it as a sort of rippling of time ,so i am baffled
click to watch the video
whispering but we cant make it out
whispering that sounds like LOOK AT HIM
a man whispers WHERE ARE WE
i ask what colour the flower is that i left,a faint voice whispers THEYRE PINK
a man whispers THEY KNOW
someone saying LOOK
someone says HIM
not sure if this one says HELL or HELP
a little girl saying PAPA which would have been a common term for father in those days,interesting as a wreath was left by a daughter ! maybe she had a sister who died and she had come to see her sister ?
looks like they are getting to know my husband now,they usually say my name but this time they say DARREN after i do,this shows that the more often you go to a location with respect to  the people you are investigating that they can actually get to know you,we have noticed that at locations like this that we return to time and time again we get good evp’s where they say more than just one random word
i find this one fascinating,i ask if they ever go back to the hangers,a voice whispers NEVER
i then ask if they go back to France where the airship crashed and a voice whispers YES

past life experiment (part two) Aug 15, ’08 11:25 PM
for everyone
went back to Cardington cemetery to do some more tests for my past life experiment
(see part one for full story)
my husband deep in thought at the R101 victims grave,
this holds 48 people and i am wondering if william King is in the part that i have marked ? would be interesting to find out,i always feel drawn to sit in that area

we did not notice anything paranormal happening while we were there and in fact it felt rather peaceful,we had a discussion on how we thought it was sad that they were all buried together and not sent to their home towns,most of them were not even born in Bedfordshire

came home with some very interesting video footage,this video is about 7 mins long but keep an eye on the front of  the grave that is facing the camera,especially where it says R101,there is alot of unexplained movement,i have never seen this with this camera before and the same camera was used last time without these effects.
could this be someone trying to form in front of the grave ? if you watch closely you will see that the inscription R101 actually vanishes on and off !!
please do not take any notice of the pink area down the middle,that is simply sun flare
click on link below to watch video

also came home with some good evps which are definitely the same voice as last time ….
a man saying YOUR BACK,were they expecting me ?
i ask william if he is there and he says YES EM (no one calls me Em because i dont like it,but back in the era of the R101 Em would have been a common shortening of the name Emma
a friend had done some research for me and found that William King had been in a previous airship accident aboard the R33,he helped to save it and recieved a watch from the King for his bravery,i asked William who had his watch now,i can hear him say a name but cant work it out i also hear I DONT WANT TO SUFFER,i found this evp very upsetting
whispering something i cant make out followed by EMMA
when we were talking about one of the funeral tributes that was shaped like the R101he says LEAVE HER or KEEP HER
when i ask my husband to take a photo of me a voice that is not him says OKAY
whispering and possibly I NEED HER
we are discussing the airship and saying it was too heavy it got wet and a man says YEAH
whispering EMMA again
(this is certainly not my husband,he only calls me eevee and hasnt called me by my real name in about 12 years)
we are discussing the latin inscription on the tomb and wondering what it means,we guessed that some of it meant “of the air” a man whispers AIR loudly

had been researching a bit more about R101 with my friend and was shocked to see a photo of the band that had been playing at the funeral and straight away spotted a man who is the double of my little brother !!! i am trying to find a better pic to compare,they do say that its highly likely you knew people from your life now in the past,so did i know my brother before ? what is funny about this is that my brother was in a marching band when he was a young teenager and he is a musician now,i always wondered why a teenage lad from Tottenham London would be in a marching band ! when all his pals were in football teams and out causing trouble,maybe this is why
everyone who knows my brother and have seen this R101 band photo straight away said it looked like my brother without me even saying anything.
I am trying really hard to find a photo of William King to see if i look anything like him

the past life experiment 7 feb 08 Feb 17, ’08 12:11 PM
for everyone

This is a long one so grab a cuppa

they say that if you have irrational fears then you are probably fearing things because they belong to your past life,i thought that i would put this to the test because for a long time i have felt that i was possibly a victim of the R101 airship disaster in 1930

(to find out more just google R101 and you will get the whole tragic story,not to mention a transcript of a seance by Harry Price and the medium Eileen Garret who contacted the pilot a few hours after he died)

anyway to cut a long story short firstly here are the reasons why i think it is a past life thing :

Reasons  I  think I was on  the R101

  1. my irrational fear of airships
  2. my irrational fear of Cardington    hangers
  3. links to Bedford
  4. could the hum i hear be the last thing i heard ?
  5. our family name King is the name of one of the victims
  6. all victims were male, I am not very feminine most of the time
  7. I am not scared of air balloons or planes, in fact I love planes, maybe it is because I knew planes were safer
  8. I cannot look at photos of the hangers or airships without being upset
  9. photos of the R101 crash scene make me feel sick
  10. I have an irrational hate for France
  11. the house we lived at with the door number 101 I hated, never knew why until now
  12. I love 1930’s buildings
  13. I ended up in a 1930’s house
  14. I felt really really sad when I saw newsreel footage of the passengers boarding the airship
  15. think I met J for a reason so I would get to see Cardington (i once met a woman who i went on an investigation with and if it wasnt for her i would not have found out where the hangers were,i never saw her again !)
  16. I hate dome shaped structures, such as those cinemas, the thing we saw the astronomy show in and the dome shaped tennis courts
  17. I hate to be crowded by people
  18. the idea of mass graves disturbs me
  19. although I am scared of airships i have always had a fascination with airbases and aviation, I even wanted to join RAF (maybe this is because my past life personality knows that aircraft are safer than airships !!)
  20. fascinated with Harry Price and only recently found out about the R101 séance
  21. the need to take a lot of belongings I don’t need with me in my bag
  22. The brown marks on my body could relate to being burnt
  23. I often smell smoke, this could also relate and twice when we had fires in our house i really panicked,even though they were only small ones.
  24. I had a dream of spirit hands pushing at the roof of a white dome type structure made of material.
  25. people used to laugh at me because i liked 1930’s music


we decided to go to Cardington cemetery to see what feelings i would get near the grave

me looking deep in thought,48 bodies are buried under here ! there were 6 survivors and the victims were buried along side the air minister Lord Thompson who was the one who pushed for the airship to fly even though it wasnt ready ! i wonder how the victims feel being buried along side him ?

The R101 over London

one of the few crash scene photos i can bear to look at !

when we found this photo of the crew just before their fateful flight i was drawn straightaway to the man circled,could i be looking at myself ?

The hangers that housed the R100 and R101 i was petrifed of these ! this does not show how big they are,imagine that you can fit the titanic inside one with room to spare and you can get an idea (the one that housed fateful R101 on the left is derelict but the one on the right is owned by warner brothers and films such as batman,harry potter and charlie and the chocolate factory were made inside)

the visit to the grave was very sombre and moving,we did not pick up anything on the video or photos but we did catch some amazing evp’s that seem to confirm my theory……

when i ask if anyone wants help moving on a male says TELL HER (there were no males around,in fact it was just myself and yvonne in a very empty cemetery at this point i was right down the back on my own)–TELL-HER

i had left a rose at the memorial,when i say i brought you something there is a gap then someone whispers ROSE

a strange breathing noise among or talking,when you consider the way they died,burnt to death this breathing fits in

when i as specifically for William King there is a gap then someone whispers YES are they confirming that i was that person ?

This one gave us the shivers,when i ask if i am looking at my own grave a voice says YES

we did not realise the importance of this evp,we wondered why they would say MUSIC but when we researched more when we got home we found photos of the memorial that show there was a huge brass band present !!

the two recordings below are faint but you can hear a sort of sore throat noise,this would also fit in with the being burnt

This is one of our best evps ever,and this gave us the creeps, a man saying something like HE HAS….. (gap)……YOUR EYES is this letting me know that i look like my past life ? maybe the man i could have been had similar eyes !!! (we are trying to find out if the man circled in the crew photo is in fact William King and we hope to get a clearer version) dont have your speakers too loud because this will distort

same evp amplified slightly and repeated three times note how this voice is also croaky and sounds like it could have inhaled smoke in a fire !!

we were really amazed by the results from what was only a half hour visit during the day and we will be returning very soon,we will also be doing A LOT of history research on this particular case

when looking at the funeral photos i felt that the man i am linked to thought it was “all a big fuss about nothing ” !! i felt he would rather have been buried alone and did not see himself as a hero

This seems to be confirmed in an evp where i ask would they rather have been in seperate graves and a voice replies YES

incidentally ,they say you should face your fears in order to get over them,this is what i did,after years of being scared witless of airships i can now look at them since this investigation,i can now go near the hangers that a few weeks ago made me feel sick even when i saw them from a distance,i now even think i could go inside !!! (we are going to look into gaining access)

if you have an irrational fear you cannot get to the bottom of then try looking into your past life,you can have many of them and this is the second one i have found out about but this one seems to be the most important,for example if you cannot swim and are scared of water you could well have drowned,birthmarks on your body can relate to past life injuries ,maybe you are claustrophobic for no reason,you could have been imprisoned in a tiny cell hundreds of years ago.

remember,as in my case you dont even have to have been the same sex !! if you have met someone you feel a huge connection to they may have known you in a past life,some people have even been known to have the strangest relationships ie a man and wife in this life could have been a mother and son in a past life !

we believe that my husband was a highway man in a past life and thats interesting because my family on my grans side were apparatly related to Dick Turpins partner in crime Matthew King,my husband is really obsessive with money to the point that it is annoying,likes horses,feels really at home in coaching inns and loves the “great north road” which was the route highwaymen used.

You do not even have to be from the same race and culture,for example we think our son was an African cotton picker who was badly treated (yes i know it sounds ridiculous !!) he eats with his hands and specifically his right one,he wiped his food up with his fingers,he is afraid of cotton wool to the point he almost cries if it goes near him and he HATES being told what to do (yes i know thats normal with teenagers but he really really hates it) from a  VERY young age he could do a really good African accent and we did not know anyone AFrican at the time.

My other past life was as a witch this is why i think that ……,when we asked for new housing we were given a list of areas and told to tick the areas we would be willing to live in,my husband asked why the heck i had ticked a certain village,i didnt know i had….i told him not to worry we probably wouldnt be put there,two days later we got a call saying they had the perfect house for us and it really was just what we were looking for,they said we could go and look but as it was Friday late afternoon we wouldnt be able to go in and look,but we could have a nose through the windows,so off we went and when we got there the back door was WIDE OPEN,almost as if the house was saying ” come in”,we went in and fell in love and accepted straight away,i said to my husband that i knew this village as i had already investigated it with the para group….

it was famous for being the place where the last witches in the UK were hung (the Samuels family who were an elderly lady,her husband and their daughter,they were murdered due to the accusations of the Throckmorton family,the most ridiculous thing was that even though the family were accusing the Samuels they demanded that they lived in the house with them !!!,Lady Cromwell was partly to blame for their hanging as she misheard something that Alice Samuels had said..this may be who pushed me down stairs at a mansion we investigated that had been a home of the cromwells ? maybe Lady Cromwell recognised me.

anyway…to cut a long story short…..this would explain my neck problem that has gone undiagnosed for years and also my fear of water.It would explain why i took huuuuge offence when my husbands family called me a witch (because they are Greek they have a big fear of the paranormal and didnt like me being into it)

We had been living here a few weeks when i smelt the most awful burning,i really thought our house was on fire and it lasted all day,when i researched later i found that there had been a really bad fire in the village that wiped out most of the houses,not long after the samuels were hung,i wonder if that was their revenge ??

Before we lived here we investigated the local cemetery and caught what looked like a male figure in a Cromwell period hat as a shadow and also an evp saying ” i hung her” were we looking at the Samuels executioner ?

another possible past life experience i have had goes like this…since i was little i kept drawing a white building with a clock tower and a huge pond in front,i kept dreaming about it and in my dream the sky was stormy and i was in the pond,the water was inky black and statues were coming out of it and grabbing me (i have always been scared of statues and i cannot bear to watch the vodka advert where a huge statue comes out of the sea) this dream went on for years and years,anyway one day we were asked to drop a friend off in a part of london we didnt know as we were driving down a road lined with trees i suddenly said “that building is there” so we drove in to look and there it was !! we went back the next day and it was the sunniest day ever,i took lots of photos and a woman came out of the building , she told us a bit of history,it was a town hall and i almost fell over in fear when she said ” you should go round the back and photograph the statues” it took me a while to get brave enough,when i went there the statues were just as i had seen in my dream !!! the only difference was that they were kind of half carved into the wall and obviously not in the pond,i do not to this day know WHY i am linked to that place,but i may have drowned in the pond and in real life it was real people grabbing at me trying to save me not the statues,the statues were obviously just a pointer so i would recognise the location.

The strangest thing that was when we got the photos back the sky behind the builing in one photo only was all stormy,black and cloudy (like in my dream) as i have already said it was one of the sunniest days that year (i am going to dig the photos out and post them on here ASAP)

The other past life story i have is this ….

we were investigating a cemetery in london and i could see in the distance a tall statue peeping above the trees,i said i didnt want to go near it but the team i was with talked me into it,i was really not happy,when we got there i felt the woman did not want people gawping at her and i was actually sick in a bush,the poor woman had died in childbirth along with her baby boy.

as we stood there i wondered why the team were staring at me,they all said how much i looked like her ,in fact it was starting to freak them out (a photo was taken of me side to side with her that i need to find,we had exactly the same nose and i even had similar hair,that photo is right at the back of my photography cupboard somewhere and i will post it as soon as i can)

we noticed how she had a Greek surname and her baby boy had the name Antony which is my sons middle name.It was the same week we saw the statue that we found that we would need IVF if we were to have any babies (my son is from a previous relationship) so does that mean my past life was not letting me have any children with a Greek man due to the sadness she felt over losing her son,her husband was obviously Greek going by her surname.

I thought no more about it until years later when i asked my gran if she belived in ghosts and she said “oh yes dear,i often see a nice lady holding a baby behind you” I cannot tell you how disturbing that was to hear,so if the lady was not a past life then she may be a spirit guide