NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCEIn 2004 i nearly died of pneumonia,i was hospitalised with it for a week on huge amounts of anti biotics and 24hr oxygen.
i started off on a normal ward then after a day i was moved to a private room,but it was free,i didnt have to pay a penny.
no one could understand why i was so angry to be put in there and they kept pointing out how the food was better and i had a tv and an en-suite bathroom,i didnt care,i was upset and kept saying “im not going in that bathroom thats where they take dead people” obviously people thought i was just delirious but i knew better !!

one night i stopped breathing and i saw the door to the bathroom open, BUT it wasnt a bathroom,it was a long dark windy corridor,windows running along both sides were smashed,the bulbs in the lights were flickering and buzzing,there was dripping water and the noise of a squeeky trolley …lined up either side of the corridor were rows of black shadow people with their backs to me and i knew that if they turned round and looked at me i would be gone !!

something made me turn round and i was in my hospital bed with three nurses helping me to breath

i think i know what made me stay….around the same time one of my friends turned up to visit and asked me who the soldier was that was standing outside my room,they asked if it was a relative of mine…”kind of” i said , smiling to myself,i knew they were describing my spirit guide Vince who had been in the army in WW2 and had burnt when his tank crashed !

i do not know why my near death experience was not nice,most people describe seeing a nice tunnel and angels etc,not me !! it took a long time for me to get over that and on discussing it with my gran she told me that when she had an operation once that she had an NDE that was so horrific she wouldnt even discuss it with me
i have read many books on the subject and it is rare to have an unpleasant NDE
so i wonder if certain people have them as a test to see what they can handle ?

have been thinking about this alot and i now believe that the people who see NDE as something bad are the people with abilities who are needed to stay on this side to learn more !!! in other words they dont see angels and rainbows etc because they are not meant to go over to that side yet and the only way to stop them is to show them something horrible,
most people who have the nice type of NDE usually say that they were dissapointed to find themselves back in their hospital bed.
on discussing this last night with my husband we were rather shocked to turn on the TV and see a film on that had a corridor very like the one i described…yet another strange coincedence !!


i have had an out of body experience before,i went for hypnotism to stop me smoking (it didnt work) but i was given tapes to listen to at home so i could put myself under,i felt i was floating above my bed and could feel a small child holding on to my finger so i asked my husband to film me the next time….
i wasnt really floating but on the film it goes out of focus the whole time i am “under” yet it is in focus before and after.
i also get this vibrating feeling at night that starts in my stomach and runs through my body,it is quite disturbing and many a time i have asked my husband if he can feel the bed vibrating and he cant (apart from the one time that i woke him to tell him it was really bad ,before i even said anything he told me he had been dreaming that we were in the car and it was vibrating)
i think that this vibrating may be spirits trying to connect with me and get me  to visit their “plane” but i wont let it happen,hence the vibrating…its kind of like a struggle against some sort of energy

(c) eevee / hgh uk para 2008

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reddylaugh wrote on Dec 31, ’08
I never have but my grandfather did and he described it as many do–a light, a sense of calm, the feeling that he didn’t want to go back to the real world……

readingsbyeevee wrote on Dec 31, ’08

I never have but my grandfather did and he described it as many do–a light, a sense of calm, the feeling that he didn’t want to go back to the real world……

he was lucky to have a peaceful experience : ) mine was horrible


  1. I could write a book for a reply on this but I will try to keep it short. I have a strong opinion on near death experiences. My Grandmother, who my heart breaks for every day since I lost her last month (she raised me as my mother) came back from hers just like everyone else with wonderful memories, and was able to tell the doctor what happened in the room when she was gone, she had the doctor in tears.My uncle had just passed shortly before, very unexpectedly, and she was with him when she crossed over (he HATED me in life, so I get no visits from him lol) but it was her time,
    yet she didn’t stay. She was allowed to come back and make things right before she did finally pass. There would have been a holy war among the family had she passed that particular day and that was her biggest fear. She was very gifted her whole life and it passed to me and my children. She has been back to see me Astrally once as I can remember, we made a pact that she would come back as often as she could because we were always trying to collect that proof. When she came back, she knew things that just blew me away. Now with my own experience, I was honestly disappointed. I have no memories of anything at all. Nothing. And with my abilities that is almost an embarrassment. I bleed to death giving birth, then went into a coma for a few days and nothing at all in all that time. I honestly felt ripped off lol. I sunk into an awful depression afterwards that took nearly a year to pull out of. Horrible Anxiety attacks, physical symptoms of health problems that didn’t exist, I just did not come back the same, yet no memories at all of the experience. I knew, and told several people during my pregnancy that something bad was going to happen, I really did not see the baby being born alive, something just kept telling me. I now know that I was reading it wrong, I was getting a warning about how to avoid it and thank God I picked up just enough of the clue to prevent the worst. She was 3 pounds at birth and now she is in perfect health 20 years later but she feels that her life will be limited and it scared me badly, she has always said that she won’t be here long, but she has abilities I could only dream of. Some people avoid it but I feel that I was given this gift for a reason so I don’t deny it. I just have an awful time understand the clues I am given. Sorry for the book lol.. Once I get started on this topic I can’t shut up lol.


    1. So sorry for your loss ((hugs)) I am glad your grandmother has visited you though,that is such a comfort. What a scary birth experience ! My son was six weeks early but weighed in at 7 pound 9 and perfectly healthy,he caused more worry in his teens when he was stabbed in the head and back being a hero ! I think you didn’t have a NDE due to your gifts, to ensure you stayed on this side to carry on with your abilities, I am sure your daughter probably just feels that because of her miracle birth /tiny size,I always felt I would not make it to 25 …I am 46 in a few days !


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