For years I have questioned if I am just strange,if these weird things are really happening to me, I went through stages where I was put under extreme psychiatric drugs that I did not need (which have now given me physical disabilities) I never got on with psychiatrists or therapists ,mainly because they all follow Freud’s school of thought and I follow Jung’s (see my article psychic v psychiatry) I actually tried to study psychology at college but it was all about Freud and his perverted ideas such as the Electra and Oedipus complexes ,so I walked out !
I had supposed “in depth” tests, I was told I had a high IQ ,I was told I had a 50/50 functioning brain, most people favour using one side more than the other, for example they may use the creative side more than the logical side,I was told I use both equally.I was diagnosed with dyscalclia (the mathematics version of dyslexia)
I was also told I was psychotic and borderline personality AND explosive personality,I knew I was not !! I was in fact diagnosed that in order to defame my character due to speaking out against people in power…did it stop me speaking out against them ? NO, and you will see why later on.
Nasty tricks that were played on me by the mental health team while trying to defame my character (because the person I was trying to expose was a member of the mental health board) apparently I threatened them with a GUN …really ? Its very hard to get guns in UK, I am extremely anti gun,I am a peaceful Pagan and if they knew anything about me they would see my rants on Facebook about how I don’t think other countries should allow just anyone to own guns.
They sent me to what was blatantly a bogus mental health nurse who accused me of being aggressive and threatening (bad luck to him,I record everything for my own protection due to all the lies said about me) and he thought he would be clever by randomly asking me what I thought happened to Princess Diana ! Obviously he was trying to label me a conspiracy nutter to counteract the things I was saying about the person I was trying to expose (despite me having a room full of evidence) so I told him she died in an accident, he then started talking the most bizarre shit about until he went to Australia he had to only take other peoples word for it that it was there !!? I walked out.these are the sort of people who were meant to be HELPING me ?
I was diagnosed as “emotionally unstable” as if it was something wrong with me ! Its called being an empath !
I knew I was an empath, I have blogged about it before but I also knew there was more to it ,I knew there had to be some reason I had all these weird experiences and ended up working in the psychic and paranormal fields
I have found my answer
It turns out I have a rare personality type
(Article: soul spot TV)
This is ME exactly …..it explains everything !!
I am a truthseeker,some would call me a “conspiracy nutter”
I never stop researching and learning,I am often researching ten things at once, my house is full of books,every room is a different category of books,once I get interest in a subject I need to know EVERYTHING about it.
The intuitive and empath part,well that fits in with my psychic and paranormal work.
I am a writer,I have had my writing published in books.
I am creative,I studied photography, and I often post my homemade crafts on here.
I do prefer to work alone,in fact at school I insisted on working in the headmaster’s office on my own,when they would not let me do that any more I quit school,although I can fake being able to work in a team.
I do not have many friends,I am very picky,if I discover people are shallow ,fake or have no morals..and I discover that very quickly I go back to being alone.
I go totally bananas if someone interrupts my work (ask my husband lol) and I withdraw into my own little world of study for weeks on end.
I don’t want to go into my traumatic childhood but I was always accused of being a “drama queen” and a fantasist,when really I was an empath and a dreamer.
Yes,I am an old soul,I have many past lives that I know about,it helps me in my work.
I do get mistaken for being extravert,I am not extravert at all, I hate socialising,it makes me cringe.
I do strongly hold onto my beliefs and won’t let them go for anyone,I am big on justice and will risk anything to get it,when I am on the case I am like a dog with a bone,that is why I am still fighting something over 20 years later.
The so called “mental” episodes I used to have were in fact me struggling to deal with this unusual personality type and not knowing anyone else with it,and struggling to deal with my psychic abilities, it was all made worse by idiotic Freud following psychiatrists labelling me things I wasn’t,trying to dumb me down with dangerous drugs and closing down my pineal gland (3rd eye) their main aim was to shut me up and stop me being an outspoken truther,well bad luck to them because I stopped their drugs and stopped going to see them,and guess what…my “mental” issues stopped !the psychiatric drugs I was put on were so dangerous they were the same drugs they gave the likes of Ronnie Kray in Broadmoor high security mental prison ,a bit over the top don’t you think ? Another drug I was given has now been banned,yet thankfully none of those drugs had any mental effect on me…because I didn’t need them.unfortunately though they gave me physical disabilities and no one will ever be held accountable for that.
It sickens me that there are people with this rare personality type being treated in totally the wrong way 😦 I have had to reach the age of 45 and go through years of hell,believing I was crazy,and others believing I was crazy for NOTHING
My test results
I found some very interesting articles last night regarding being and INFJ and it all just fell into place
This one is the most fascinating,it explains how people like me go through various stages in our psychic abilities
(Image found on Google)
Yes I can spot a fake person a mile off,I read people well,that is how I am able to do psychic face readings even from photographs
The intuitive /empathic part of INFJ people is clearly what makes “indigo” people, I have blogged about indigo kids for ages and you can find a section about them in the index,I knew I was “indigo” and I know that my grand daughter is,it will be interesting to see if she turns out to be INFJ when she is an adult !
Here is a link to my blog I wrote years ago about my issues with psychics v psychiatry, if you don’t want to read the INFJ links above,at least read this one as it explains more about me and for how long I have had problems with Freud followers and wished that psychiatrists followed Jung (the king of coincidence/synchronicity, you know how I write about coincidence a lot on my blog)
I find it ironic that psychiatrists work with people’s minds but are afraid to open their own in case their brains fall out !!
We are not all text book cases,the sooner they realise that,the less people will suffer
My husband also took the test and he came up as one of these,we are looking into how accurate that is and I will update later
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