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The rarest personality ,this explains everything !! INFJ

Posted in about my work, brain, carl jung, empath, INFJ, psychic v psychiatry, the rarest personality on August 24, 2017 by Psychic eevee

For years I have questioned if I am just strange,if these weird things are really happening to me, I went through stages where I was put under extreme psychiatric drugs that I did not need (which have now given me physical disabilities) I never got on with psychiatrists or therapists ,mainly because they all follow Freud’s school of thought and I follow Jung’s (see my article psychic v psychiatry) I actually tried to study psychology at college but it was all about Freud and his perverted ideas such as the Electra and Oedipus complexes ,so I walked out !

I had supposed “in depth” tests, I was told I had a high IQ ,I was told I had a 50/50 functioning brain, most people favour using one side more than the other, for example they may use the creative side more than the logical side,I was told I use both equally.I was diagnosed with dyscalclia (the mathematics version of dyslexia)

I was also told I was psychotic and borderline personality AND explosive personality,I knew I was not !! I was in fact diagnosed that in order to defame my character due to speaking out against people in power…did it stop me speaking out against them ? NO, and you will see why later on.

Nasty tricks that were played on me by the mental health team while trying to defame my character (because the person I was trying to expose was a member of the mental health board) apparently I threatened them with a GUN …really ? Its very hard to get guns in UK, I am extremely anti gun,I am a peaceful Pagan and if they knew anything about me they would see my rants on Facebook about how I don’t think other countries should allow just anyone to own guns.

They sent me to what was blatantly a bogus mental health nurse who accused me of being aggressive and threatening (bad luck to him,I record everything for my own protection due to all the lies said about me) and he thought he would be clever by randomly asking me what I thought happened to Princess Diana ! Obviously he was trying to label me a conspiracy nutter to counteract the things I was saying about the person I was trying to expose (despite me having a room full of evidence) so I told him she died in an accident, he then started talking the most bizarre shit about until he went to Australia he had to only take other peoples word for it that it was there !!? I walked out.these are the sort of people who were meant to be HELPING me ?

I was diagnosed as “emotionally unstable” as if it was something wrong with me ! Its called being an empath !

I knew I was an empath, I have blogged about it before but I also knew there was more to it ,I knew there had to be some reason I had all these weird experiences and ended up working in the psychic and paranormal fields

I have found my answer

It turns out I have a rare personality type

(Article: soul spot TV)

This is ME exactly …..it explains everything !!

I am a truthseeker,some would call me a “conspiracy nutter”

I never stop researching and learning,I am often researching ten things at once, my house is full of books,every room is a different category of books,once I get interest in a subject I need to know EVERYTHING about it.

The intuitive and empath part,well that fits in with my psychic and paranormal work.

I am a writer,I have had my writing published in books.

I am creative,I studied photography, and I often post my homemade crafts on here.

I do prefer to work alone,in fact at school I insisted on working in the headmaster’s office on my own,when they would not let me do that any more I quit school,although I can fake being able to work in a team.

I do not have many friends,I am very picky,if I discover people are shallow or fake,and I discover that very quickly I go back to being alone.

I go totally bananas if someone interrupts my work (ask my husband lol) and I withdraw into my own little world of study for weeks on end.

I don’t want to go into my traumatic childhood but I was always accused of being a “drama queen” and a fantasist,when really I was an empath and a dreamer.

Yes,I am an old soul,I have many past lives that I know about,it helps me in my work.

I do get mistaken for being extravert,I am not extravert at all, I hate socialising,it makes me cringe.

I do strongly hold onto my beliefs and won’t let them go for anyone,I am big on justice and will risk anything to get it,when I am on the case I am like a dog with a bone,that is why I am still fighting something over 20 years later.

The so called “mental” episodes I used to have were in fact me struggling to deal with this unusual personality type and not knowing anyone else with it,and struggling to deal with my psychic abilities, it was all made worse by idiotic Freud following psychiatrists labelling me things I wasn’t,trying to dumb me down with dangerous drugs and closing down my pineal gland (3rd eye) their main aim was to shut me up and stop me being an outspoken truther,well bad luck to them because I stopped their drugs and stopped going to see them,and guess what…my “mental” issues stopped !the psychiatric drugs I was put on were so dangerous they were the same drugs they gave the likes of Ronnie Kray in Broadmoor high security mental prison ,a bit over the top don’t you think ? Another drug I was given has now been banned,yet thankfully none of those drugs had any mental effect on me…because I didn’t need them.
It sickens me that there are people with this rare personality type being treated in totally the wrong way 😦 I have had to reach the age of 45 and go through years of hell,believing I was crazy,and others believing I was crazy for NOTHING

My test results

I found some very interesting articles last night regarding being and INFJ and it all just fell into place

http://www.annholm.net/2009/08/the-mysterious-infj/

http://infjramblings.com/2013/03/people-intuition.html

This one is the most fascinating,it explains how people like me go through various stages in our psychic abilities 

http://personalitycafe.com/infj-articles/86391-mystic-order-infjs.html

(Image found on Google)

Yes I can spot a fake person a mile off,I read people well,that is how I am able to do psychic face readings even from photographs

The intuitive /empathic part of INFJ people is clearly what makes “indigo” people, I have blogged about indigo kids for ages and you can find a section about them in the index,I knew I was “indigo” and I know that my grand daughter is,it will be interesting to see if she turns out to be INFJ when she is an adult !

Here is a link to my blog I wrote years ago about my issues with psychics v psychiatry, if you don’t want to read the INFJ links above,at least read this one as it explains more about me and for how long I have had problems with Freud followers and wished that psychiatrists followed Jung (the king of coincidence/synchronicity, you know how I write about coincidence a lot on my blog)

https://eeveelily.wordpress.com/category/psychic-v-psychiatry/

I find it ironic that psychiatrists work with people’s minds but are afraid to open their own in case their brains fall out !!

We are not all text book cases,the sooner they realise that,the less people will suffer

My husband also took the test and he came up as one of these,we are looking into how accurate that is and I will update later

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Film :Lucy and the 10% brain myth

Posted in drugs and medications, empath, empathy, eyes, films, my articles, TV shows on May 14, 2017 by Psychic eevee

Well obviously I won’t discuss the film too much as I don’t want to give it away to anyone who wants to see it but its about what would happen if we had the ability to use 100% of our brains capacity.

Lucy in the film is given a drug and ends up having immense psychic power among other powers ,she is named “Lucy” after the most ancient early human ever found,who was named after the beatles song “Lucy in the sky with diamonds” which is interesting in itself as that song is about LSD and that drug is meant to give you psychic “trips”

http://www.bbc.co.uk/earth/story/20141127-lucy-fossil-revealed-our-origins

The film was pretty good although the shoot em up scenes were a bore.

What I found most fascinating was the gold ring in her eyes ,I have that,as does my grandson.

My eye ,this gold or orange ring can be caused by a build up of copper (wilsons disease) but I don’t have that.

This photo has just had the saturation and contrast adjusted to make it clearer,no other effects.

Interesting how it is used to illustrate empaths because I am one of those ,a very strong one

I have never used LSD but have been on various psychiatric drugs that I didn’t actually need to be on !! (Long story) that will be a subject of a whole other blog,luckily for me they didn’t block my abilities.which they could of done because they were the kind of drugs designed to dumb people down and “zombifiy” them ! 

https://patch.com/california/santacruz/lsd-esp-scientists-study-psychic-phenomena-and-psyche974235dda0

I wouldn’t dare take LSD or anything like that,I am on enough drugs (prescription ones) without messing with things like that,but I do wonder what would  happen if I took drugs like the ones Lucy took in the film ?

Using only 10% of your brain is a myth anyway

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ten_percent_of_the_brain_myth

But it was a very passable way to spend an evening watching TV and I give the film 8/10 ,the ending was really quite epic and not what I expected ,don’t think I will bother with the sequel though, they are never any good.

Message from local murder victim

Posted in empath, missing and crime readings, murdered spirits, rockstar contact ?, spirit contact, spirit voices on January 29, 2017 by Psychic eevee

This was very disturbing, i got a phonecall from my son in a panic ,he heard that someone had been stabbed in the same area my brother lives in ,we have all become estranged from him (long story) but it doesn’t mean we don’t care about him and don’t worry about him still,my son tried to phone him and got no answer,so asked me to try,I tried and thankfully my brother answered and sounded fine ,the murder was in his street.

Obviously no names were released at the time

It happened on 8 Jan ,here’s a tweet from one of our local politicians

The next night I was babysitting at my sons,still no names had been released in the press,here is my dated psychic log

I was having a nap on my sons sofa once the grandkids were asleep and I was woken by a voice yelling REALLY loudly in my ear 

” I’m andrew,starkie/stark you must help me” but because his voice jolted me out of sleep and was so loud it was distorted ,the end of the sentence was not entirely clear, i told my son and daughter in law.It didn’t mean anything to them at the time.

Well the next day I was so shocked ,it turned out that a woman had been stabbed and was in hospital, it was my daughter in laws cousin !!! And it was her friend (not new boyfriend) who was sadly stabbed to death 😦 so very tragic.

And there we were panicking that it was my brother, my daughter in law had no idea about her cousin as they are not in touch,its such a tragic story.I have blocked my daughter in laws name out for privacy and not named her cousin.

The name of the victim was released in the press,it was ANDREW ,I feel so bad for his family, this is a text that I sent my son.

Then a few days later the man who murdered him had his name given in the press

They did know each other,Andrew could of been saying “sharpie” to me,as I said ,his voice was distorted ! It seems he was giving me his name and telling me who did it but didn’t have enough energy to say more than a few words.

As I said earlier ,he was her friend protecting her,not her boyfriend.

My condolences go out to all families involved and I wonder what on earth is going on in my family or people linked via “marriage” first my son gets stabbed, just before Xmas my cousin got stabbed ,now my daughter in laws cousin 😦

These are the kind of cases I want to help with,I have helped on a couple of unsolved cases before and I have lots of info for a missing case that is high profile at the moment ,I have kept all my info,things I stated right at the start have proven to be true,info via a spirit box was very very accurate but unfortunately the family are very against psychics *sigh* but if I am right I will write a blog showing how psychics should be involved in some cases ,I recently helped the police with a 25 year old cold case, i will blog about it but will have to be very cryptic ,I helped with a murder case in Canada and I knew all about the Suffolk prostitute murders ten days before it was public, i always log and date everything and send to a witness.

Its disturbing to deal with these cases but something makes me want to do it,it seems like it is a service I am meant to do.

I see the murders through the victims eyes and recently saw the death of a famous pop star through his eyes, it was terrifying and so sad,unfortunately I won’t be blogging that here  as it was reported to be an “accident” my feelings at the site,my psychic info and evps gathered at the site say other wise.

You may of seen by other blogs that for some reason rock and pop stars seem to like to give me info,maybe its because i grew up around musicians and my son is one ,and I used to  sing? Im still waiting for the right time to write my huge bowie/bolan blog,its going to be a big one !!

The death of another pop star recently is NOT as reported and I’ve seen their death through their eyes,and a spirit box session clearly verified my theories but I can’t blog that here as his case is still with the coroner.

 It is hard to live with this part of my “gift” it is distressing,draining and traumatic,and because I am an empath I end up severely shaken up and usually crying my head off 😦

But I KNOW I have to do it, my grandad was a policeman, i wanted to be in the police but didn’t get in due to my health,I was then going to study to be a criminologist but my illnesses got in the way,so I guess this is the next best thing.

Empathy and other gifts

Posted in about my work, empath, empathy, eyes on February 24, 2016 by Psychic eevee

Yes,I have been diagnosed as this by a psychiatrist,I am also a HSP (highly sensitive person,one example is my medical hypercasis,which is hearing that is six times more sensitive than average and causes pain,the top audiologist in UK diagnosed me with that,I also have multiple chemical sensitivity and I am allergic to the sun) being an empath helps my psychic work but hinders my day to day life !! On top of that I have a rare 50\50 brain ( I went through nine days of in depth tests) and sleep clinic proved my brain can be wide awake when my body is asleep, I am sort of a medical mystery,I am also a “s.l.i.d.e.r” who can blow lightbulbs and move things with telekinetic energy when I am angry and stressed, I can write perfectly in my sleep and it usually comes out in my grans writing (she died in 2004) I have ALL the empathic traits making psychometry my best psychic ability.

I have always been an empath since I was tiny,I remember going to the cinema to see “the fox and the hound” I cried all through the film,all the way home on the bus and all evening, when I was tiny I cried my head off at the part in “Superman” when baby superman is sent off on his own in the star, do not even get me started on E.T ,I have seen that a million times and still cry.

A few years back my husband came running into the room thinking something awful had happened,I was crying so much I could barely get any words out,it was a book I was reading about a rescued barn owl, the book did give a warning not to read the end if you are easily upset.. I read it !!!

I can cry at “EastEnders”

The theme tune to “merry Christmas Mr Lawrence” sets me off in choking floods of tears within the first three seconds , I have no idea why.

When Dallas died in “the outsiders” i was a total mess.

When my grand daughter was a baby and cried I had to leave the room a couple of times leaving her with my husband.

When my son got stabbed I spent weeks crying at the thought of how he felt ,collecting his blood stained clothes in police evidence bags had me vomiting with tears because I had visions of what he went through just by holding the bags !

I was the worlds worst vet nurse,and had to quit, I was in floods of tears every day,
If I see road kill it takes me hours to get over it,when we accidentally hit a deer I felt I needed therapy.

I can sense total strangers distress even if they are hiding it (I think I posted an example about a young lad I saw in a takeaway shop)

My son had a female friend round,she was acting perfectly normally but I sensed something and asked my son if something had happened he told me her mum had just died 😦

Another night my son came home with a friend,they said nothing but I said something about a suicidal guy with star tattoos on his neck, only a few hours earlier they had been looking for him as he was threatening suicide!

Facebook is actually very traumatic for me,the amount of child and animal abuse photos that get posted on there for “awareness” make me sick and sad all day,some of us can already see in our heads what is happening in the world, we do not need to be bombarded with graphic photos,I worked as a vet nurse for the RSPCA ,I saw animal abuse for real every day.

I have physical disabilities that are triggered by stress and emotional upset,I am such an empath that my body refuses to work when I am overloaded with traumatic things.

When on paranormal investigation I always pick up on the distressed spirits which can be very draining.

As a child I suffered an unhappy childhood and was always accused of being a “drama queen” maybe that is why my empathy developed?

I have an awful habit of ending up feeling sorry for people who upset or hurt me and end up forgiving them,putting them first over me.

Our grand daughter also proved to be an empath one day when I was unwell,I posted photos of her reaction,she was just over a year old (the blog is in the indigo kids section)

I can sense people who are “psychic vampires” and if I do not stay away from them I get very unwell.

When crystal healing a friend with cancer who was going through chemo I would come home and vomit for hours having soaked up her emotions and her physical feelings she had with the chemo treatment,I learnt to wear prehnite to deflect the feelings.

Once we saw a homeless man in the bus shelter near our house,while everyone else gave him filthy looks and walked past him I took him a cup of tea and some ciggies and found out he was homeless after a divorce and losing his daughter who had the same name as me ! I have often put myself in dangerous situations to help people, because I just think “what if that was me” even when we lived in London and it was a common scam for people to pretend to be hurt then they would rob you,my hubby would tell me it was not worth the risk, but i would tell him I would not be able to live with myself if ignored them.

We had a schizophrenic neighbour once who caused us no end of trouble but i felt sorry for her, she had already come at me with a knife but a few days later I went into her house alone as she was distressed, everyone thought I was bonkers but I simply thought that if she hurt me she would at least get help,she had a big carving knife on the table near me,another time she was very very drunk and had taken a strange man home,I felt something bad may happen so I barged in her house and got him out, it was that same night she asked me to look at her cat as she knew I used to be a vet nurse and she thought it wasn’t well,I found it dead in her bed dressed in baby clothes, it had clearly been dead about a week,that disturbed me for along time but my main concern was her mental health,I discreetly got the cat out and told her I was taking it to the vets so that she could be told the truth when she was not having a schizophrenic episode,as it turned out she accused me of killing it but I put up with that as I put her first.

Empath often suffer migraines, its where our pineal gland (third eye) is becoming over whelmed,meditation or doing something creative or happy seems to help ease it.

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I note how the eye in this illustration has the gold/orange ring like mine, which according to every optician I have seen is rare and can be a sign of Wilson’s disease ,but I don’t have that (been tested) and the Wilson’s ring is not as dramatic as mine,here are some wilsons rings


grandson also has the gold ring, i wonder how many other empaths do ?

Self portrait of my eye,here’s a cheesy story for you: I met hubby at the dentists,he was the patient,I was the nurse,for months he only ever saw my eyes due to the surgical mask I had to wear,he said he couldn’t stop looking at them because they looked like “an eclipse over the sea” that is the most romantic/poetic he has ever been hahaha

A CHILDS EMPATHY

Posted in empath, indigo kids with tags , on January 10, 2014 by Psychic eevee

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our grand daughter proves once more that she is an indigo child, I had to lay on the floor because my pelvis and vertigo were playing up, she came over to look at me, most kids would jump all over someone laying on the floor but she had such empathy in her eyes

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she cuddled me and said “aahhhhh” something she has never done before

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the she ever so gently kissed me that is the first time she has kissed me of her own choice (long story but it took us ages to bond due to missing her first few months) so I thought it relevant that she waited til I was ill til she kissed me

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then she sat by me

 

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and held on to me, never before have I seen such caring in a child,,not even my son and he was an indigo